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Confusion
By
Craig Humberger
I've
felt em all.
The
anger...
The
madness flowin through my veins.
The
yellin to God to take away the pain.
The
fear...
Not
knowing why others look.
Not
knowin what they think.
Smokin
some weed,
But
stayin away from the drink.
The
happiness...
Never
wanting it to end.
The
wanting of it to happen...
Again
and again.
The
love...
But
not bein able to touch what I need.
Wishin
it was near me,
It's
makin my heart bleed.
The
hate...
Wonderin
why it's in my heart.
Askin
if it's always been there...
Even
from the start.
I'm
tearin myself apart...
And
I have a feeling I've never felt.
I
can't write about the cards that were dealt.
I
feel like I'm a pinball...
Bein
bounced around in the game of life.
I'm
nothing...
Just
another name in life.
I've
been pointed out to live in torture.
I'm
gonna be alone forever for sure.
I
just need some closure to this part of me.
It's
time to end this all this insanity.
No
more waitin for things to happen,
It's
just been too long.
I
can't live this way anymore...
But
I don't feel that strong.
Copyright©2000 Craig Humberger