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Confusion

By Craig Humberger

 

I've felt em all.

The anger...

The madness flowin through my veins.

The yellin to God to take away the pain.

The fear...

Not knowing why others look.

Not knowin what they think.

Smokin some weed,

But stayin away from the drink.

The happiness...

Never wanting it to end.

The wanting of it to happen...

Again and again.

The love...

But not bein able to touch what I need.

Wishin it was near me,

It's makin my heart bleed.

The hate...

Wonderin why it's in my heart.

Askin if it's always been there...

Even from the start.

I'm tearin myself apart...

And I have a feeling I've never felt.

I can't write about the cards that were dealt.

I feel like I'm a pinball...

Bein bounced around in the game of life.

I'm nothing...

Just another name in life.

I've been pointed out to live in torture.

I'm gonna be alone forever for sure.

I just need some closure to this part of me.

It's time to end this all this insanity.

No more waitin for things to happen,

It's just been too long.

I can't live this way anymore...

But I don't feel that strong.

Copyrightę2000 Craig Humberger